I fell off the face off the earth...

I'm busy okay?

I'll post next year when I graduate.

Yeah that's right. WHEN I GRADUATE.

6 months...

Dear real job,

please miraculously land in my lap.

K thanks.

I'll try to post again before May.

I've been busy, alright?

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Hello little blog! It's been awhile.

I've been real busy with school, work, and spending time with

this cute boy.

I kinda like him a lot...

After my finance test tomorrow,
I will post a better update of my life!
But for now I need to study.

This Week's Motto

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What's On My Mind

I've been thinking a lot lately. 

What a profound statement, I know....

But really, I've had a lot on my mind. 

 I haven't blogged for awhile because there are actually a few (as in one or two) 

people who actually read this now. Before, I could post whatever I wanted and no one would ever read it because they didn't know this little corner of the universe existed.

It was a nice way to let it all out.

I haven't wanted to write anything because I guess it's a little weird

to have people know exactly how I feel. Sometimes I have a hard time
talking about things. 

But the more I've thought about it, I've come to decide that I don't care.

Why should we be scared to let people know how we feel?

It's easier for me to write about things then talk about them,
so blogging is a really good way for me to vent. You don't need to worry,

I'm not going to be spilling out deep, dark secrets or anything...

but sometimes I really just need a place to unload. So here I go...

And to quote all the Grey's Anatomy episodes I've been watching lately,

sometimes I don't feel all "bright and shiny". Sometimes I'm sad. 

Sometimes I have anxiety problems. And sometimes I'm not very optimistic.

That's life. 

But most of the time, I'm actually really happy. And I'm excited for this year. 

It's going to be a lot different from the rest, but I can't wait to see what it brings. 

So here's to a new school year, making new friends, and most of all, being perfectly honest.

Not much to say

Just been busy busy lately. Busy lovin the World Cup. Busy lovin work. Busy lovin Gillmore Girls after work. Busy loving going home every weekend. Busy loving feeling good when I go home. Busy seeing friends. Busy loving speaking Spanish at work any chance I get. (I need the practice.) You get the idea...

Things are good.

That's about all.
 

Nostalgia.

So I might just secretly wish...
That I were a cowgirl.

This is one of my best friends Kamrie and I about 3 years ago.
Almost every year her family packs up the horses (they have a million) and rides into the Uinta Mountains and camps for a week or so. I've been lucky enough to go with them a couple times and I can honestly say that those were some of the best weeks of my life! Riding horses all day, fishing, sitting around the campfire, and laying under the stars miles and miles away from any lights, cars, houses, or towns. 

Kamrie's getting married in a few weeks and guess I'm feeling a little nostalgic...I just finished a photo album that I'm giving her as a wedding present. We've been friends since we were 11 and have done just about everything together. We played on the same soccer team for 8 years, went to middle school, jr high, and high school together, dated each others cousins (small town), i went on her family vacations, she came on mine, i basically lived at her house for a few years, we were in a car wreck together, and i dragged her halfway across the world to live in another country with me for 3 months. If that's not a best friend, I don't know what is. I'm so happy and excited for her...and maybe just a little jealous that Brad, her husband-to-be, will be the one going on all the campouts and vacations, and not me. :)